I really don't feel like writing a post, but I think I should document how I feel. I'm depressed, anxious and nauseous. This has never happened to me before during the stimulation stage. I am going out of my mind. I really wish I could just call the whole thing off because I'm sure it's not going to get any better after the egg retrieval, last time I had mild OHSS; it was 7 days of hell. At this moment I feel nothing is worth all this pain, I'm satisfied with my life, why am I insisting on having more?
Tomorrow I go in to check my E2 levels again, if they are too high the cycle will be canceled. Otherwise we will go ahead with the trigger shot tomorrow night and ER on Wednesday.
I don't feel up to this. This is not a natural state to be putting my body under. God help me get through this.
Tomorrow I go in to check my E2 levels again, if they are too high the cycle will be canceled. Otherwise we will go ahead with the trigger shot tomorrow night and ER on Wednesday.
I don't feel up to this. This is not a natural state to be putting my body under. God help me get through this.
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