The past 3 weeks have been a journey to feel normal again, from the mood swings of the fertility drugs to the disappointment of the canceled cycle to a week of food poising. I pushed the idea of starting another cycle as far from my mind as possible. Avoiding it as a way of maintaining my sanity, finding all negatives of having children and the positives of staying childless... a coping mechanism I guess.
After having a chat with a good friend she pointed out that I'm a strong, brave woman that has been through a lot and is still smiling. IVF is hard but I can't let that scare me from the end result, the baby I want and will keep trying for. If it's still possible, I should keep trying. I shouldn't let myself get overwhelmed with all the negative hurdles I have to jump, just take it a day at a time.
So I've decided after taking a month break, I'll start IVF again. When I get my period in 2 weeks I'll take the "lepron" shot to suppress my ovaries, then 3 weeks later start IVF drugs.
God help me and guide me.
Send me positive vibes x
After having a chat with a good friend she pointed out that I'm a strong, brave woman that has been through a lot and is still smiling. IVF is hard but I can't let that scare me from the end result, the baby I want and will keep trying for. If it's still possible, I should keep trying. I shouldn't let myself get overwhelmed with all the negative hurdles I have to jump, just take it a day at a time.
So I've decided after taking a month break, I'll start IVF again. When I get my period in 2 weeks I'll take the "lepron" shot to suppress my ovaries, then 3 weeks later start IVF drugs.
God help me and guide me.
Send me positive vibes x
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