After my last IVF attempt was canceled in Dec 2011, I decided to stop trying. The physical and emotional price I was paying was too high. I was content with my life the way it was, but I just needed to go down the IVF road to make sure I didn't look back and regret not trying.
My Dr had told me that with my endometriosis I had a 10% chance of conceiving naturally, but in Sept 2012 I got pregnant naturally, at my first OBGYN appointment the Dr. did an ultrasound, he couldn't find a heartbeat and said that 95% it's a blighted ovum and would end in a miscarriage. I learned to stop trusting what doctors say, they make mistakes all the time. My daughter is proof that against the doctors "statistics" if it's meant to be it will happen.
My pregnancy was easy, I had a cervical cerclage placed at 12 weeks due to my previous case of Incompetent cervix and preterm labor.
On May 14th 2013, God blessed us with a little girl named Jude. She has filled our days with a joy that is truly indescribable.
So my new life as a stay at home mom is such a drastic change to the life I had before Jude. Some days I miss my corporate job and consider going back, but most days I try to really live in the moment and enjoy watching her develop and grow. I know in my heart that I can never go back to the corporate world and be away from her for over 8 hours a day.
So at this point in time I'm really thinking about what to do for me?
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