I have so many worries about the whole reproduction process. Other than the pain of IVF, and the possible over stimulation. I'm really scared of a high risk pregnancy with a Cerculage; will I find a good perinatalogist? Will I be on bed rest? Will I have to quit my job? Will I lose my baby again? Will it put a stress on my marriage? I know all of this is contradictory to my last post about "Positive Thinking" but I really can't help over analyze every aspect of it. I need to hope for the best and be prepared for the worst.
My faith in God gives me the conviction that all blessings and misfortunes are tests, it's how we deal with our test that we are judged. If I'm patient and grateful I know I will be compensated sooner or later.
I start stimulation drugs next week, it may sound funny but I like this part. My husband and I get to play Doctor at home :) cuz he gives me all my shots.
3 happy side notes; I get my cast off next week. I fractured my foot 4 months ago, it didn't heal with an air cast (removable boot). So another Dr put a cast on it. I'm so happy to finally get it off, hopefully it's healed.
And my sister comes in to town next week for business, I'm super excited to spend a few days with her.
And the weather is so beautiful these days; nice breeze, blue sky's, and warm sunshine. The weather has a great affect on my mood, walking out of my house every morning I feel happy and positive!
My faith in God gives me the conviction that all blessings and misfortunes are tests, it's how we deal with our test that we are judged. If I'm patient and grateful I know I will be compensated sooner or later.
I start stimulation drugs next week, it may sound funny but I like this part. My husband and I get to play Doctor at home :) cuz he gives me all my shots.
3 happy side notes; I get my cast off next week. I fractured my foot 4 months ago, it didn't heal with an air cast (removable boot). So another Dr put a cast on it. I'm so happy to finally get it off, hopefully it's healed.
And my sister comes in to town next week for business, I'm super excited to spend a few days with her.
And the weather is so beautiful these days; nice breeze, blue sky's, and warm sunshine. The weather has a great affect on my mood, walking out of my house every morning I feel happy and positive!
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